Being in a bad mood..

is it contagious? Trav has been on and off in a bad mood the whole week. We got into a big fight on Wednesday over what I wanted to eat, and it ended with me crying, and both of us sitting in the truck for a half an hour. And it seems to me like I have caught his mood.. I can't seem to get over my funk. I'm tired... more then usual. I *almost* feel pregnant. But, even if I did get pregnant right after my miscarriage, i'd only be 4 or 5 DPO.. so I wouldn't even be having symptoms! Grr.. And to top it off.. both kiddos are being little brats lately. Seriously.. I understand that they must know their mom isn't around, but geez.. they have 4 people who cater to their needs and who give them a ton of attention. Again.. sorry. I'm in a funk.

On a positive note..THE HUSKERS BEAT THE SOONERS!!! We were underdogs going into the game and we came out on top... It was really awesome. But after the game, I got into the funk that I'm not pregnant. After thinking that I was never able to get pregnant and then seeing those 2 bright lines on the test.. and then being told that there wasn't a baby in there.. It's just taking it's toll on me. I want to be pregnant. I deserve to be a mom.

Blah.. I'm sorry for all the negativity today.. hoping next week is better. I love you all!